Here I am
Alone with my thoughts once more
I really need to stop this
I know it's no good, but
It's like a drug, ever present
I need to get it out
But I can't, there's no way
I'm forcing my hand to write this
Holding my own life at ransom
Keeping myself at gunpoint
I need an escape, I ned a release
Somewhere far away from where I dwell
Get me away
I don't want these responsibilities
Don't push them on me
Look at me - I can't even finish this
Stop with the pushing! Stop with the shoving!
I have to do this on my own time.
I just won't do it
You can't make me do anything
There, I've finished this
It's sad to say, but this was a burden
I'm just not myself
Too many responsibilities
That aren't even here yet.