Severing Feelings, but Call it Change

Follow your heart she said, I followed it straight to the fucking edge. . . you should know, you lead

 

I used to believe, but shits what I get fed now, I used to think I could leave, but you're sickening, tarnished love is holding me. . . pushing. pushing!

 

You're pushing me, pulling me, leading me the wrong way off the ledge, I am what I once was, but what I once was doesn't even look like me, holding my hand lets walk the wrong way she said, I followed her straight over the edge

 

Playing love games with your heart, hold a gun to your chest, love's like Russian roulette and you're the bullet

 

What parts of you are you willing to sever for me, lets play a game to see

 

Give me that, lose this, get undressed, I like it this way, you might want to hold your breathe, say this, but don't say that, stand over here while I test drive your heart to see if I want to give it back

 

I am who I am, until you changed that, I was who I wanted to be, but you changed that, this is who I need to be, but I came back

 

I'm severing my heart, I don't want to feel anything anymore, everything stops. . . No! It fucking ends here, call it change 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I might edit this one a bit everything is written off pretty raw emotions

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truthintragedies's picture

I really like this. Reminds

I really like this. Reminds me of my past a bit. I really enjoy your darkened honesty.


**if it's an eye for an eye, then we'll all go blind.**

Dont_punch_grandpa's picture

Thank you very much I hope

Thank you very much I hope you learned as much from your experience as I did mine


"Some people die at 25 but buried at 75" Benjamin Franklin 

allets's picture

Sing It!

"...I am who I am..." that whole verse is like the bridge to a song. always musicians are looking for a bridge, a connection. This is one ~a~
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Dont_punch_grandpa's picture

I've heard singers and other

I've heard singers and other poet's use it on several occasions, it's a verse to define yourself


"Some people die at 25 but buried at 75" Benjamin Franklin 

Spinoza's picture

It goes back to

It goes back to antiquity.

 

Exodus 3:14

God said to Moses, "I AM WHO I AM.”