for Julie
When my cry was so silent
and no one knew from where it came
you came and found me where I hid
not to make me come out, only to sit by my side
when I went in search of light
tripping and stumbling and changing my mind
you walked forward with me when I chose to walk
and even when I chose to walk backwards, you allowed me to
And through it all, you gave me the gift of your Self,
and allowed me to see your own path,
and that you were just as much student as I,
and that I was just as much teacher as you.
And so I braved the Light
and found it
and ran from it
and found it again
and you cried with me when I fell
and were joyful with me when I rose
and told me you loved me
and allowed me to do the same
And here we both stand
grateful and in awe
moved so that we cannot speak
by our being in eachothers lives
and by the beautiful people that we both are.
There is no before, or after
no coming or going
there is only now
and now is beautiful
beyond words.