The day we met in the caffeteria
When I was in hysteria
The day we met in the forest
To share true love ablaze
We went to the ends of the earth
To ensure the survival of our loves birth
And every passing day or night
For love, we were to fight
And it ended in tragedy, years ago
When I wouldn't put the bottle down
And so I wandered to and fro
Poisoning myself with a frown
These hard lines and sunken cheeks
I carried everywhere with me
I drank all day, I smoked all day
I even tapped the vein
As my anger and malice left
I forgave myself and her
And what to my wondering eyes did I see!
She was standing right in front of me!
We shared a few hours together again
That I would not take back
I loved her so dearly, and gave her my heart
But that was not enough.
I gave you my heart, you wanted my soul
And I would have given it to you
But once again, we were torn apart
I will wander as I wander again
I was an arrogant, pompous, pious ass
A hand grenade at your door
And all the while we wandered about
You called yourself a whore
I still, and will, always love you
But now I have no choice
I don't need no arms around me
This is all of my voice
I will build the wall again
I will fight against sin again
I will search for the child of the night
That shimmers in the light
I gave you my hopes, and dreams, and more
I gave you my heart, my bed, and lore
I gave you my serenity
I gave you my virginity
It will never be enough
And yes I believe in what we had
Our words got in the way
I know I hurt you, but time will heal
But the scars you've given me I CHERISH
You marked my heart, and marks will stay
To remind me of where I've been and who I love
Fuck rhyme now, I'm speaking my heart
You were wondrous and amazing
You thought you were worthless at times, unless you lied
But I believed you
You were never worthless to me
I always aw your beauty
And when I judged, I fucked up bad
But it's all in the past to me
There is a shelf directly below my third rib, slightly off center to the right
And on the shelf, you will always remain
Nothing you can do will take that away
And by now you think I hate you
It really isn't true
Maybe you hate me a little
I can deal with the truth
You will always remain in my heart
I will cherish the good and the bad
I will remember you the day of my death
I will remember the heat of your breath
You cannot take that away from me
No matter what you say
So don't try, it's not worth it
This is how I say goodbye
"I don't need no arms around me
and I don't need no drugs to calm me
I hve seen the writing on the wall
Don't think I need anything at all
No, don't think I need anything at all
All in all you were all just bricks in the wall"
Il prend deux amour
Il prend deux pour vivre
It seems like this girl caused you a lot of pain, but it also looks like you caused her just about the same. I don't think this girls hates you at all, she probably still loves you very much but is just scared she's going to hurt you with her lifestyle. Mabey she's trying to save you from hurt because she knows what it's like to be hurt over and over again in realtionships. Your so innocent and naive to the world. Why would she want to take that away from you?
I have no idea who you are but this story is eerily familiar. I wish my ex wrote this for me. Amazing work.