Angel Wings

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fake it

Fuck my life I want to die
I pray every night, as the days go bye
My problems come, my problems go
but my prayer stays the same, don't you know?
People don't get me nor will they ever
I guess I'm to crazy, maybe to clever...
I hate my life yet love it the same
but nobody ever remembers my name
I'm ignored and forgotten, my voice isn't heard
I try to speak out but I can't get a word
I can't wait to die it's all that i ask
I want to hide out and walk with a mask
I don't want people to know or understand
They reach out to me but never take my hand
I'm tired of trying, begging for love
This isn't something most would know of
but i know it well, the world of solitude
people so mean bitter and rude
I'm happy it's true don't get me wrong
but I'm pretty sure this life I don't belong
My life is amazing i'm blessed with a lot
but living this life I'd rather not
I love my family, friends and pets
but I'm suffocating caught in these nets
I need someone to care, just love me please
because i am weak, falling to my knees
i love to laugh smile and play
but you don't understand a word that i say
Heaven I'm coming I'll be there soon
we can fly in the clouds maybe to the moon
I can protect the people I love
from high in the sky, in the clouds up above
It won't hurt me much, the pain won't last long
and when it's over i'll be doing no wrong
trust me just please, let me decide
if life is so tough i can't take this ride
let me slip by its my only goal
i'll rest in peace and look watch over your soul...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

depression hurts

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Tormented1's picture

I so can relate .... great

I so can relate .... great read!!!


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