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Depression
Do you know what it's like to feel empty inside
Your soul is gone, an your shell you will hide
No you could not have felt this all in one day
It lingers there with you and won't go away
Emotions are little, sad if any
Happiness no but pain well yes plenty
You feel weights on your body holding you down
No matter the situation your in, you will frown
You find your self laying still as the dead
While millions of memories dance In your head
You will Wonder room to room, place to place
Searching for something without a trace
You'll feel pressure in your chest and wetness in your eye
You will hold yourself tight in a ball you will cry
You will not feel happy, excitement nor love
You will feel as useful a hole in a glove
Lifeless and empty, hollow and dead
Broken and shattered, painted with dread
You will not get better. There is not a cure.
It's chained to your body, tight and secure
Go ahead try, fight back if you must
But I'm warning you now you'll just have to adjust
It's true it does get better!
Because we have not yet found every flavor of ice ever made. Smelled every fragrant flower that rises up to the sun when spring arrives. Or seen every funny cat video on the internet. When we hide ourselves from the world and leave friends and family behind we're cutting off our noses to spite our faces. I know what it's like to wake some days with such a broken heart that you don't even want to face yourself in the mirror, let alone the world we know at large. *sigh* It's tough, but sometime you just gotta keep a stiff upper lip and say fuck it, what have I got to lose?
your comment meant alot.
your comment meant alot. spoke to my heart. crazy to think others every feel the way you do.
I've spent a long time being negative....
I want to try and be more open and positive, despite the outcome if it's negative. I'll still try to put a positive spin on things. Some days are harder then others though. But If you got the energy, you might as well try.
great read
hang in there it gets better <3