Under appreciated

No motivation to get out of bed

suicidal thoughts in my head

What should I do 

I don't know except, try not to think about you

Phone blows up, I know what's up

It's you again, declined it again and again

Now it's half past 10, and the devil's calling me

Last night I told him not to bother me

But he wants my sad soul

Tight Grip on me won't let go

Cause my glass was half-full

 But he smashed it on the floor

Then slammed the front door

Still not sure what for

Maybe because i called him a whore

Or because i deserved a lot more

Could just be tired of being poor

Tired of giving

Tired of living

Tired of not having turkey on thanksgiving

Im sad he hates the holidays

Angry because he ditches it always

But what can i say

Hes stuck in his manipulative ways

Stuck in repetitive fights 

Drunken nights

Again and again, god please let it end

I just want to quit it

So whats it all worth

Not a damn thing

Wheres my hearse

Take me to my grave

And now get it over with

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

An old memory but constant reminder

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