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the dark side of me only for you to see

i was free once

although rough

i was able to be me

then things changed

everything i knew was rearranged

usually able to cope

now unable

i just turn to dope

once on this road speeding faster ahead

i would drive my self until emotionally dead

WOW

what a rush

i could never have enough

energy of enormous power

over the world i felt i could tower

blind to the height of the tight rope i walked

much game i ran being gifted with talk

people on the sidelines nervous and scared

wondering how much further and faster i dared

but only some knew

I DIDN'T CARE

TOO MUCH

would catch up if i stopped

if all of hit me

i would drop

EXHAUSTION WASN'T AN OPTION FOR ME

once again only some could see

some stood by my side

as the one they loved slowly died

leaving behind a different being

one who didn't care and seldom tried

sometimes i wondered why

sometimes my RAGE would make me cry

i let too many things get close

they've seen my internal ghosts

thinking they would stay there with me

instead

they abandon after they peak

making me feel like some sort of freak

i'm not sure why i stopped to smell the flowers

or fall for a woman's unforgiving powers

all i know is its not the same

someone changed life's little game

they don't have any rules or boundaries

so now

i'm unable to be me

free

all i wanted is one that was true

THEY DON'T EXIST

WHO KNEW

                    "20DEMON02"