I hate because of you

I don't hate you for your lies,

I hate you for my truths,


I hate the fact that i said "I Love you",

Yet i hate even more it was true,


I hate that i see you everyday,

I hate that i can't just wish you away,

I hate that your love was temporary and mine won't decay,


I hate that my anger turns to tears,

I hate that losing you was my deepest fear,

I hate that you moved on while im still stuck waiting here,


I hate that your gone yet still so close,

I hate that you walk pass me and act like im a ghost,

I hate this paradox in my life you invoked,


And the next time you swallow your spit i hope that you choke,

You treated me as a joke,

Broke me, poked me and soaked me in pain,

Cloaked in my hate i wish that i could do the same,


I wanna see the life drained from your eyes,

Emphasize terrorize by burning you alive,


I now fantasize about ways to amplify my brutality,

Like ripping ligaments from your anatomy,

Watching you scream and cry in agony,


Or both of my hands just on your throat looking you in the eyes while you gag and choke,

Waiting for you to pass out just to resuscitate you,

Then laugh and say "bitch did you think it was through!",


Continue kicking and punching you until my hands and feet bleed,

You destroyed my sanity with all your lies and misdeeds,

Its like my heart was trampled and your lies were the stampede,


So Yes i hate you and wish i could bring you pain,

You took all my love and hate is all that remains,

My anger is monstrous deadly and inhumane,


But even in pain i restrain those feelings of anger,

And thats simply because,

I Loved you so much, I can only Hate you. - Devonte Mack

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