From a dying woman’s soul

I don’t mind dying

As a matter of fact I’m looking forward to leaving this horrible place

We are all born to die anyway and there is no denying

I just wish I was in a better space

 

I don’t mind dying

But I always imagined my life to end in a better place

I wanted to know what it was like to be loved unconditionally, I’ve never stopped trying

Wanted to live a life without constant struggles, out of life’s never ending race

 

I don’t mind dying

But I really thought that one day I’ll reach my destiny

Work where I really belong, need to be, without crying

Really thought that before I die, I’ll find happiness and stop wining

 

I don’t mind dying

I just really thought I’ll reach my heart’s pining

I just really thought when it’s time to leave, I’ll be smiling

I don’t mind dying, I’m just sad that I never found what I was looking for while trying.

 

I don’t’ mind dying

As a matter of fact I’m looking forward to leaving this horrible place

We are all born to die anyway and there is no denying

I just wish I was in a better space

 

 

 

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Dlr

KindredSpirit's picture

I like your poem

But it makes me wonder how old you are.

We all go through hard times

And think about dying.

Just so you know.

But then most of us want to hang on.

KS

A thing I used to say after a hard night.

I want to get up tomorrow

Just to see what is going to happen next.

 

Dlr's picture

How old / dying

i'm 7 months away from 40. They just diagnosed me with infection and numerous troublesome breast cysts - still going through more tests to determine if it's cancer - hence death.


Dlr

KindredSpirit's picture

I genuinely felt bad

For you after reading your poems.

This poem struck me hard because

Of you talking about dying.

I am sorry to hear about your problems

But cysts aren't cancerous usually.

Now tumors can be.

There is a difference.

40 is not old.

I thought I would be dead by 25

And lived hard and fast

Before I settled down. ( some )

I just wanted to wish you all the best !

Don't Give Up !

KS

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xx

Thank you kindly, it's truly much appreciated. I feel better already :)


Dlr

allets's picture

No Matter

how much achieved while living, it is the journey that makes for success - wealth is fleeting and u can't take it with you - love is another matter - Love, Affection, and Relationship Permanence classes should be mandatory for Middle School graduation. :D Live and write - love means lots of work. -slc


 

 

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xxx

Thank you kindly for your kind words of wisdom xx


Dlr