Author Information
My First Love
She was just a game
I didn't even remember her name.
Now she's the person i'm in love with
even though i thought love was just a myth.
At the beginning I lead her on thinking what we had was real
I didn't believe in love so i didn't know how to feel.
I kept leading her on
until one day she was almost gone.
This day I cheated on her
and when i told her, she was numb.
She didn't know what she preferred,
so I gave her time waiting for a hopeless outcome.
During this time all I did was feel guilt
because I told her I would never do that.
All the memories that we built
could've vanished because I was a brat
I couldn't tilt
I felt my heartbeat went flat.
I just wanted us together, never to split.
The next day she said “I will forgive but I will not forget”
and I thought she made her decision too soon.
I was still feeling regret
but her forgiveness brought me light,she was my moon.
She changed me in so many good ways
that I never thought I could.
So all I do now is think of her everyday
and love her the way I should.
I love her with all my soul
because every time I'm broken she makes me whole.
