Paperclip
Open up the newspaper of today
Bright lit background of digitize gossip
What we did today
What they are doing tomorrow
Memories of formers
Going places without you
Smiling at cameras held up high
Reminding of photos of hands outstretched in no
Don’t
I
Don’t
Want
To be remembered
With
You
Anyone
But
You
The things they do you wanted to do
The reminders each day
Of why you aren’t there
Remember
Remember
Remember the hurt
And how good it felt
To not be there
With those frown-y faces
Mugged to selfies
With you
Anyone but
You.
That guy You Met for Dinner in Durham or Not
His wife a teacher no adoption with an 85 year old mother
He worked at Nortel a graduated pirate
From a local university.
He talked about Lily Pads adapting
Large leaves sun gatherers with thorns below
saving energy by investing low risk
And resting between on the current lily pad
Bellhave on the Palmico River
Raised between two mothers and two fathers
He and his twin sister
Made a pact to not talk
About the whiteness of their lives
Amid the blackness of the bruise the blues
They followed
Playing in car choked gin joints
and river bank tourist traps
Hyperfocused
He said he wasnt a team player
Dont talk to him of work cuz he was done
Retired
Not following a task
His lover Helen gone
An associate professor
The Episcopal Church
Next to the Unitarian
His house sits and he plans his clearing
Of lives from the paper in the study
Over Run
Books and research
Outdated and vintag-ified
He brings them as gifts to dinner
For your grandchild
The mites between the pages
Looking for that new home
You'll provide.
There was a kiss in the rain.
Two umbrellas overlapping
At different heights,
A canopy of color
In the grey and moist daylight.
Ankles wet, I slide into your kiss.
I fit under your arm
In the sideways kiss of good-bye,
Leave taking, see you soon,
One foot going, the other wishing to stay.
Warm and flush from your embrace,
I breathed in the stillness of the moment,
A heart-opening
A heart-filling
A heart-stopping
Moment.
Because,
There, in that moment,
Where two umbrellas overlapped,
The world disappeared,
And there, was
A kiss.
heart malket
Jennifer sold out and stole my heart, then ran away
laidened with bags and bankers draughts. She
picked cherries from brittle stalks in plastic boxes,
and with grazed fingers lined her thin coat.
Now old records play with a back ground of sizzling
eggs and chips, and the little gold fish we won at the
fair, has swum backwards then half drowned. I have
stuck a safety pin in it's top fin for counter balance.
Our house has re-adjusted itself to less heat, it
only answers to me now, and the kitchen cupboards
hold an arsenal of Paracetamol in giant blister packs,
which I use for pillows.
Early mornings I walk to the park, and sit in a children's
play area on the roundabout, watching the line of people
develop into buses. Peeling church doors unlock to let
in religious cats and pigeons, with an opening ceremony
of thudding hymn books on pews.
My whiskers do battle with my chin, creating swells of
red alert, and I carry plastic bags full of her unwashed
clothes to breathe (sic) through for comfort. Whilst nosey
neighbours stare from net curtains at predicted down
falls like Victorien silhouettes.
With little faith I can build a championship of peculiarity,
and blow a penny whistle, to attract friends in white plimsoils
from card board cities and worm hole undergrounds. We'll all
throw our lives at the flames of a heartless fire in a dustbin,
I mean, I wouldn't want to disappoint.