The Last time I Was Home

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I read a novel

Instead of sitting next to my mute father

His voice taken by cancer.

Did I not want to think of his demise?

He wouldn’t die before I would see him again.

He wouldn’t do that.

A trashy novel, a paperback romance.

 

Why didn’t I go to the hospital

That night

To see my mother

 

I ignored her, my daughter

Sitting home alone while I was out,

I thought she’d rather be alone, or with friends,

Than to be with me, her mother.

Why would someone want

To be with me?

 

I didn’t think he’d die

I’d had a glass of wine

She had her friends

 

Why would anyone care

If I were there?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is probably the most raw poem I have ever written.

 

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