You told me about sex.
Remember when we lived
at the swimming pool?
I can’t get no,
boom, boom, boom, booming
in the dank concession area,
echoing in the open-aired basement.
Satisfaction,
bam bam bam
pounding from the jukebox,
the wah wah wah wah, wah wah
sound, rounding off the pillars, and
the puddled concrete, slick.
That was where we’d go to get our
suicide drinks.
Pushing through the tall chairs,
the teenaged faceless person
would laugh when we’d ask for,
A Suicide, please.
Dispensing all the flavors on tap,
they’d hand it to us in tall paper cups,
straw and shaved ice,
our membership bracelet tags
clinking on the bar's counter top.
That day we sat and talked and sipped
at the metal tables heaped with towels
outside the chain linked fence
surrounding the laughing, screaming children,
splashes and whistles
and the smell of chlorine,
the Alabama sun hidden,
our tongues purple.
I never really liked you.
You made me feel small, dumb,
though I was 2 cup sizes
bigger than you
and sat at the front
of the class.
But, I didn’t know about sex.
I was 12, or almost 12,
Or maybe 10, or beyond 10,
but I didn’t know.
So, with two hands in the air
you showed me, being so knowing,
how sex was done.
You made an ok sign,
held it to the sky,
and pierced it with the index finger
from your other hand.
I rode home,
peddling in a blaze, sick
on suicides,
Rolling Stones, blaring
in my head,
with my new found knowledge.
I never really liked you.
You were my best friend.
Sonnet 91 Wm Shakespeare
Performed this April 24 at Burning Coal Theater so wanted to do it one more time since I memorized it.
Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,
Some in their wealth, some in their body’s force,
Some in their garments, though newfangled ill,
4Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse;
And every humor hath his adjunct pleasure,
Wherein it finds a joy above the rest.
But these particulars are not my measure;
8All these I better in one general best.
Thy love is ⌜better⌝ than high birth to me,
Richer than wealth, prouder than garments’ cost,
Of more delight than hawks or horses be;
12And having thee, of all men’s pride I boast.
Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take
All this away, and me most wretched make.