Lovers Gaze
Began in 1973 fnsh 2016
I turned my mind to the world outside
And saw the frost perched on the sun
In mystic balance, it froze in space
Hazed in indifference to the bleached white sky.
Shattering rays of fingered light
Streak the sky in a quiet din
The tide inside me rose to heights
No warmth from the sun meets its crest.
The lover stands and gazes down
I feel his penetration through my mind's
Eye, he follows it to the world outside.
No snow has fallen, but hangs, it hovers.
My body void of nourishing visions
Makes me light in the dawn of cold suns
Thrusting for more from my lovers gaze, the
Chill has left its mark upon that withered stalk.
He stands impotent yet power within his frame
Posed solidly before the window light
Head resting on the sill, his forearm to
Forehead, pressed against cold panes
I speak not but gaze at my lover's gaze
Down the hill to the land
Beyond the gate, hanging open
Suspended in a frozen swing.
You're going, I reach to touch him
The short intake of breathe as he turns
With his back to the frosty sun
He dissolves into my distant memory.
I turn my mind to the world outside
And see the frost perched on the sun
Pulling up my chilly sheath, I
Press my skin against cold panes.
Magical Time Zone
An itch in your heart, in the corner of your heart.
I feel like I walk into a magical time zone,
When I'm with you.
Christmas lights across the ceiling
Reflected into infinity in the mirror windows,
The night shaded windows.
Sparkling like magic across the head space,
Tiny light explosions,
Popping in our brains,
The infinity of space between us.
Each crystal of bulb,
Each bulb of crystal infraction,
Reflecting ions of emotions.
Turning in,
Turning on,
That fraction crackling in the
Corner of my heart I tucked you in.
Come out,
Come out
And shine,
In the passing lights of the
Time machine I place myself in
Each time I bring you forth.
Each time the Christmas lights sag
From wear and tear,
You duck beneath,
And I spin into the magical
Time zone.
All I see is the way I feel.
Everyone else, the way he is.
I’m As Far Away As I Can Get