My mother’s eyes were hazel,
gray on the days
when there were pains,
Blue on the days she giggled, green
in times she stewed
in the juices she made,
And admitted
to.
I’m a mess.
But I love you just the same.
They all look at you
when you come in the room.
You light it up
She'd say,
Your smile, your eyes,
They all look at you.
I glance around
And see no one's gaze,
Just an afternoon lunch
Of scrambled eggs, white wine,
Side of bacon, and toast.
They served breakfast all day.
The restaurant dim, but sunny bright.
Comfortable hues, soft fabrics,
Familiar walls and table linen.
You are so beautiful,
She’d tell me, and I smiled,
Thanks, mom, not believing.
Her eyes were red most days,
Watery, and 'l'm a mess' colored.
Missing
Missing
I’m missing
Scrambled eggs and wine.
So Familiar
Like holding my own hand,
-so familiar.
Fingers entwined,
-like a stem of wine.
Tipped to your tongue,
-I hold it there.
Against those lips,
-Our fingers
Entwined.
I could,
-work on these lines.
They could,
-become something more.
They could
-become something less.
Yet, they could
stand
now,
As
They are.
As they
were.
A
moment,
In
time.
Nothing
more.
Nothing
less.
paper mill warrior
Leo worked in a papermill
outside of Portland.
The east coast one.
A portrait of the man
written by a man
that could have a portrait
written of him,
Someday.
But today he told us of
Leo
and rolls and rolls of paper
to the inside horizon.
Year and Years Days and Days
Driving down a road so many times
If it were dirt, instead of
Pavement,
the ruts would rub
the underside of the carriage of the car or wagon
(or buns of the warrior worker as he walked)
But he drove
So no one saw
the path worn through the years
On the asphalt.
There should be a path
After 30 years.
31 years to be closer to exact, that
I myself drove the pavement.
Not to paper, but to work
I thought a privilege to do,
Until the words redundant
Non income producing
Position
They put me in became
well
redundant.
Filled easily by keepers,
of books,
Who pushed the numbers around
to look like incomes.
No more pavement worn job
No party cake
To say good bye
Just a road I don't go down
Anymore.