Like those rubber eraser animals
You always hated to touch
The kind that melted where
You stored them during that
Heat wave last August.
Things passed, done and said
With only solemn reminders
To bring them back.
The good ones
Like the one about a
Rocking horse and the four people on it.
One that was you
And the one that wasn't.
Remember that, and the
Way he did this
The candle he found
With the markings of Christ
How you longed to have it
Because he had found it
But he gave you the other one
He held in his hand
And you kept it till it crumbled
Into pieces of wax.
And the day you brought your
Thirteen year old cousin to your school
And in German class
We talked of nothing but
God and abortions
And the day you went to Boston
With 2 people you liked
The pictures you took
And the people you encountered
Like the one at the Memorial
Who said, its a nice day
And do you mind if I sit
Here with you for a while
I won't be here long
Oh, are you here with your boyfriend
Yes, you said
And the way he automatically got up
And said the same thing
To a guy down the path.
Was it strange?
And the first guy you kissed
That hated to French
And the board-like feeling
It gave your lips
Or you real first kiss
In a treehouse in Alabama
With your brother perched
On the level below
Was it strange?
And the way you still felt it
Two hours later
And the time you tried
To write a poem in
The shower
'Cause you hair was dirty
But the thoughts kept on comin'
The way that guy found a
Cruifix in the field
And how his Aunt told him
That it meant death
And you knocked on wood
And the friend that
Dreamed of his pending death
And I knocked on wood
And the way the same friend
Wrote a poem from your
Memories of the rocking horse
Rhyming it with intercourse
Though you both didn't know why
And her writing of the "brown lines
Of love rolled up"
Meaning her hair up in rollers
Wasn't she wacky>?
The people you know
The people you met
The ones that you hated
And the ones that you miss
Wasn't it bad
Wasn't strange
The way the thoughts kept
On coming
And the memories keep
Continuing
And the paper getting
Wet from writing in the shower!!
And the bad ones you don't put down
In words for the fear of
Achnowledging them to the world
Isn't it strange this world we
Live in. This mind we
live in with files of
Backlogs and issues that
We constantly subscribe to
Is it fair
To remember what we did
And the if's that come up
From the things passed, done and said
And the way you had to stop
Because there was no more room
On the wet (piece of) paper
And the way your face was hot
From the memories untold?