A Walk to the Cabin
He was capable, prone to a brooding
And to feeling the feelings that others would feel.
Studying the under things, studying the nows,
He mastered his knowings, he mastered the hows.
She had a gift and a calm that surrounded
A half full glass should be filled to the brim
Pulling him outside pulling him to think
That his mind was a playground easy to convince
That all was good and all was light
If you just think about it and banish the scowl.
Their love was new and their love was deep
And she convinced him to travel
Up the snowy path to a cabin.
He had a pork pie and some very good matches
She donned her toboggan
And they set out light hearted
Everything that they needed he carried on his back.
The walk was uneventful,
They laughed at the squirrels,
The lewd rock formation, kept them in stitches,
Till they sighted the abode there in the distance.
It started to rain, the mist rose to meet them,
As they stamped their feet inside.
It became quite clear, to them both
That the shelter it was in a shambles.
The benign little squirrels must have found their way in
And gnawed their way through
The meager hodge podge of staples
Those not torn were eaten in all kinds of ways,
Leaving tiny remnants of a squirrel feast a plenty.
A few minutes to an hour the cabin was tidy
And they sat down to a fire and a tasty pork pie.
He read to her that night, a tale
From a bard of the woods.
Bedded down with the north winds picking up a howl.
They made love slowly, his fear fading away.
Her calm and her care warmed him as the fire
Slowly reached to its embers.
A young man, a modeled specimen, tall blue eyed and strong
In the physical way young men always are,
Strong and all-knowing except in the social graces
Of love
So with her in his arms he felt a peace
No fear no conflict no judgment or revile.
So he thought as he was rare to do of what it was
That he wanted.
His thoughts turned to dreams and he
Slept in the wonderland of the fantasy
And saw what was to be
And what was and what could be
All in the time it took to breathe
The words, “ I love you.”
He awoke to the cold and her gone from his arms,
The door stood wide open and her toboggan
On the ground.
And she was gone with the remainder of the pork pie
Into the wilds above the town.
Maybe a quick jaunt to the outhouse or short journey to the wood pile?
She wasn’t there.
Maybe a wandering minstrel regaled his tale and off she strolled?
How would he know,
She wasn’t there to tell the tale.
How would it show if
She wasn’t there?
So he sat and he saw and he dreamed her in his mind
And began a journey into the sky.
Butterflies and moths cluttered the air way
Hosting a reunion of flighty beings,
Bugs to you and me
But to the man they were creatures of a brief moment in time
Like the she he was looking for.
Like the she that was gone.
Up and down the canyons of his mind he sought her.
Up and down the valleys of his heart he called to her.
And then one spring morning she walked back in
And set the pie pan carefully in his hand.
I’ve been out to the mountains and down into your plains
I’ve searched a grove of butterfly houses
Thinking that was where you’d go
So I thought maybe I'd look again
Where I saw you last and low an behold
I find myself here with this long eaten pork pie
He didn’t want to ask where she had gone
And why he left her toboggan
Or even why she left the door ajar
He cared not for details
A bigger picture told the tale
Contradictions confused him
It was to no avail
To ask him what was right and might be right
It matter nil
Carefully he wrapped an arm around her
And listened to her beautiful voice
Tell him where she went and with who.
And for why
It seems a needy child was cold and all alone
And when this child beckoned, his love followed her outside
The north wind was howling and her toboggan was astride
So she quickened her pace and began to slide
She slid down the mountain she slid down the hills
She slid slowly at first then raced to the other side
Following the child’s dear voice
She search for her all night
But it seemed the night became the day and that followed to night again
And still she saw the child not and finished up the pie.
The days to weeks followed snow to rain to sun
And the pie pan a sled then a bonnet then a fan
She looked to the sun then to the moon and thought
How much time have I given to this roam
And the child still out there, the child still alone.
With this thought in mind she sat down and presumed
That her mission was not to catch up and to rescue
But to journey and exhume
Knowledgeable knowledge and education-able education
Her pie plate had gathered dirt as it was sledding
And grew now a forest of nuts fruits and of berries
Her un-hatted head a nest for the winged
The birds in her tresses all mated and born.
2 million chicklet and a half dozen more
Resided in her ears and peaked nicely on her nose
Her feet embedded with a queen and worker bees
And honey flowed neatly from her sweet little toe.
You can’t quite get mad at a woman who now
Is mother earth incarnated and not seeming to know
That her eyes flow with rivers and stream down her face
And pool in that special place that he use to go
His head between her breast
he’d breathe her warm nectar
And dwell slowly on the soft mounds of her flesh
But he couldn’t go there now
He could go or he’d drown
In the waters from her soul
Crying for the lost child.
They never did find her that child unfound
And the birds and the berries fell off
As they walked back to town
Down the long path from the cabin
Set off in the woods.