What Do You Mean?


She read an inch and a half too long.

Went beyond its signature and ending.

Saw the invisible line

Below the poem, the sonnet.

The invisible phrase

Past the ending.

 

She read an inch and a half beyond 

Saw the void of empty page

His dash of initals

The sign off in florish

The pen dot

In finale

 

Maybe she can graphite the space beyond

Search for the hidden agenda 

Pencil point on its side

Like a detective in clever tales

Revealing the killer

In the closing scene

 

But she's not, clever or conniving

Nor totally convinced (of words not spoken)

So she takes the number 2

And beautifully composes

I love you, I love you

I really do.

 

All my Love

~ dot.


 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

There is always in these situations something unsaid.  We all keep things to ourselves.  That is what is in the inch and a half beyond the last line.


Is he trying to say goodbye and she won't see it or is he afraid to show his feeling to avoid a complicated relationship. (Distance, no money, busy work/no work) Is he soft pedaling the relationship, just giving her enough cuz he likes her, trying really to avoid hurting her but not able to give up the drug that is she. Needing to be unencumbered so he can be the tortured soul he think he is, and probably is.


Alternative ending:


But she's not, clever or conniving

Nor totally convinced (of words not spoken)

So she takes the number 2

Craftily composes

I love you , I love you

I really do


But I really can't stand you

So I bid you

Adieu

dash dot period

 

~ !


Read this one as well

 

The love letter comes

A poem written in request

"Write me a poem," beguilingly

she asks.

She wants to be there

in the mind of her 

love, rhyming in rhythm'

the cadence of love, on his

tongue, on his cortex.

Its short and its sweet

of the earth bound roots

of a woman's soul and 

her mountains 

that he climbed, and sighed. But,

she thinks the thought

of many before, "What more

would he say," what is it 

she would see,

in that inch and a half

beyond

the last line.


 

 

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Sassylass's picture

I like

The alternate ending,but you choose by your own heart!

stay strong,Koko


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Funny

The Director (to whom this is addressed) suggested the first because the second is in the sub text?  Not sure what he means.  Take a vote.

Sassylass's picture

One and a half inches

Is just too close to the screen.

hes probably wishin n hopin'

and either married or too faraway.

easier to do fantasy by typing it

than to actually meet in real time

 

in  real time, they weren't what I was after.

slim pickings these days,but hope lives on.

nice write,my friend!l

 

keep dream -&  writin,

Koko


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Thanks for the read

Not married but far away at this moment. Not wanting me to put my life on hold for him.  I don't think its so he can pursue others intentionally but so he can make life choice without encumbrances. Selfish but also generous because he takes a chance of losing me, which would be painful for him.  A strong chance of losing me. He is everything he said he was.  I have had the misfortune to meet those that werent what I was seeking. 

 

But what I wanted to see in that unwritten space was a profession of love, or an admission callous disregard. There is always in these situations something unsaid.  We all keep things to ourselves.  That is what is in the inch and a half beyond the last line.

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Yes

im sorry for your situation.

you are too good a woman to not move on.

his loss ,don't hang on to a man who can't commit.

prayers for you

Koko~


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Makes for good Fodder

Thank you for your prayers.  I am planning to not hang on.  I plan to have many irons in the fire but this man was like memory foam when we first hugged.  Someone that I never argued with, disagreements were misunderstandings. He didnt make me feel small, listened to my contributions to his projects, read my poetry, thought I was cool. If we are never lovers again I will hang on to him as a friend.

 

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Yes

That's best if possible

i have if its been allowed by them.

love and forgiveness frees us

Koko~


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You sound

You sound as if you have some personal pains you are working on as well.

"if its been allowed by them"

 Love and forgiveness does free us.

I'll keep you in my prayers as well

~D.

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Everyone

has something painful,right now ,

i have cleared out all painful past,moving on.

it can make a person sick to not let go!

some past love relationships moved on,a few remained friends to death.

my policy love remains.FRIENDS

Death by suicide stole my main man from me. It's complicated.

i may write it out yet,not ready yet,however.

i witnessed that. Scarred? Well yeah!

and even that leaves one to need to forgive and move on.

Carl and I had one disagreement in twelve years and that was bliss.

we were inseparable so solo was a shock a curse that I had to turn around.

FINALLY,IVE MOVED ON.

HUGS AND PRAYERS

you are young, much ahead for you.

Koko-~


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Not so Young

At 61 I feel my age but rejoice in it. 

My condolences to your loss of Carl.

So many layers of feeling in suicide.

I could say the same as my main man.

Earl passed away 2 years ago this weekend.  We were together 10.

I found him after an apparent heart attack.  Its complicated as well.

I'm moving slowly on but he is still in the room at times.

With these sudden deathe, your core of  life is gone and theres an untethered "freedom" of the future thats frightening like hanging in space.

Thank you for revealing your pain, I am glad you have moved on.

I tend to hang on to emotions and feeling not to a point of sickness but as nostalgia

Fprward looking Right

Thanks again
Take care.

Debbie 

 

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Debbie

Nostalgia= melancholy mire

thinking above is key

i have almost died from his shooting himself in our bed.

ive been through other stuff and a lot of itBut this was a killer.

im moving on by thinking outside the reality sucks box.

thinking above all of the pain I've seen and am still enduring.

thats the key to happy and content.

we all begin over again sometimes.

im so sorry for your loss!God knows I am.

hugs message me if u like

Koko~


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Thank you

Thank you for sharing. Sure puts everything into perspective.  Reality sucks box

Message me as well. 

Debbie

allets's picture

Sacred Space

just at the end 

begins a great pause

where there is room

for feeling what

came before.

.

an inch and one half

is sufficient to weep

or sigh, moan, groan,

or snicker.

.

this void is no void,

no vacuum. here

is area for open use,

for poets, yes. for

readers emoting, yes!

.

~ allets ~

06-15-16

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Wise reply poem

Stella!

she who gives,shall also receive.

hugs


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Rewrite

I rewrote the poem Lady A. Take a look and see what you think.  I took it from note status to poetry.  You emote the perfect sentiment in your remarks/poem.  Thank you for the consideration.

~D

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Yes

You get it.  If you have time Please read the poem An Inch and a Half that these lines are the notes for.  

allets's picture

Reread Both of The Poems

The poet makes choices. Keep/pitch, add a word or line. If it says what you feel, then u r ready to move on to next write. The poet chooses. ~A~



 

 

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The poet chooses

Most certainly the poet should choose. She chooses the 1st because the second is contrived. Thanks for your input.