Fell off the edge into sleep
Thought you were falling too
But a presence so transparent was lying down next to me ...
They say souls travel into dreams together even if we were to dream differently
I never understood attachment or loss until after many nights alone my body refused to let my soul fall asleep on its own .... that the breathing you make was soft melodies of security and that a dent of two bodies was more of blanket than just me and covers
Loneliness never felt so long ...the period of sleep usually is short if your eyes actually close otherwise...its a long journey attached to tomorrows morning ....im tired of mourning
I miss your presence in my bed to warn away the sadness my heart okay'd when realizing this journey of dreams will be one on my own... now im struggling to have sleep that takes me to REM because without you my heart feels broken and im consistently laying here on My side closing my eyes telling my soul to cry....because the many nights I spent physically crying I didnt realize when finally I went off to dream without you