The Polarity

How do you trust,

 

The one who betrays?

 

The one who will smile,

 

Then lie to your face.

 

She slithers like a snake into your brain, 

 

then plagues all your thoughts and places the blame.

 

She's dark and conniving in all that she does,

 

She feeds on the light and suffocates love.

 

I simply cannot forget when she is here,

 

Because nothing makes sense and she fills me with fear.

 

I want to break free and release her to go,

 

But all who surround me don't even know.

 

She is not who I am,

 

Her influence over me create actions and thoughts,

 

That don't ever work.

 

Yet when she says walk, I walk.

 

To conquer another, inbetween the dark and light world.

 

One knotch in her belt,

 

Without much of a fight.

 

A beautiful child she found in despair,

 

Attacked and pretended to nurture,

 

Her little broken soul.

 

"Don't worry my child it's all meant to be so,

 

And together we complete the dark to light rainbow."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I have always had faith in something larger than myself. When I was 11 years old I lost my dad/best friend, and I was lost in pain and anger. I "thought" that "god" had taken him and I knew "god" loved me so I wondered why? I got more and more angry and decided I was going to hurt "god" as bad as I hurt. So I began to play the ouija board and praying to the "devil" shortly after this My behavior drastically changed and I always wanted to be as "bad" as I could. I didn't get why until years later when I released numorous demon form my physical being. This is based on that experience. It's funny that people "think" possession looks like the movies, In my experience it looks like powerful influence on your behavior and choices. 

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