i try and i try
somthings just not right
whats wrong this night
was i to full of my self
self disgust
was in somthing i did
or shouldve kept to myself
i try
but it seems to hard at times
to wonder why
i see fit that this problem in me
is mine alone
i dont think ill ever be happy
i dont think ill ever stop being sad
god where are you
jesus when will you show me the way
i look to you but you close you your eyes
i turn to you
but you walk away
20 years looking back that time is gone it was you i belived in look what you done to me
relize what youve done to me...