I’ve been living for 24 years
There have been very few tears
Never truely happy
I don’t want to be sappy
But nothing is as it appears.
I laugh, I joke, I smile, I live
But without you I have nothing to give
With friends I am alone
The centre of a cyclone
I wish you could forgive.
My room is a mess
In work it’s constant stress
I have no one to hug
Nowhere to feel snug
I long to feel your caress.
But I keep living
The Pain still unforgiving
Life alone can be hard
Better alone than you scarred
Your pain not worth reliving