Strength is there inside
But by my own will I can’t abide
For inside me lies a fear
Only something that I can hear
Revolving back and forth within myself as of now
When did it get there and how
Can it be conquered
Or forever am I detoured
Answers unseen are floating around
Waiting for the right person to hear them sound
What clues lay in front of me
So the answer I can see
Time is growing oh so slow
So who can tell when I’ll know
When it comes down to this spot
I may forever in heart and mind rot
like the poem. it's very good and heartfelt.