Nothing comes but anxiety and apathy.
Followed by frustration and forgetfulness.
That's furlough for another day to
Start the cycle again. My wheels
Are spinning but I'm still at the
Beginning. What I want isn't within
Reach and only on the edge of
Perception. Its distance too difficult
To perceive, it may be disappearing
All together or perhaps it was a
Mirage. My mind conjured only to
Provide enough false hope to keep
Me moving on. What's the point of
Aiming for the heavens when all
You can hit is the horizon. You're
Only chasing stars that never fall
And only remind you, you're small.