And I'm left here, blaming myself...
wondering why no one ever told me
that love could hurt
because i know.. i gave up everything
but you couldn't stop yourself from going
anymore than i could have..
when those days you felt alive..
they all become one
it's when you realize
the light is gone.. quickly fading..
i watch the minutes tick past since you just left..
it's three and counting..
unsure of what i'll do next.
i picked up my razor, to bleed and still my falling tears..
the ones that had already fled .. without the
comfort of the cutting edge..
still, leaving me to somebodyelse
isn't there a name for that?
a reckless abandon?
discarded, disposed of?
redundant and useless..
it's all starting to make sense again, right?
you, with your eyes cast to the sky
watching the hours and planes fly by
you really had no time for me.. since that night.
wild and thoughtless, you're out of control
Au Natural, and feral
you're careless and car less
but driving away..
leaving me in your wake
leaving me awake.
i never got to hold you in my arms again..
was this all just a waste of time?
cos really..
we're sending out that message to whoever may hear..
whoever it may concern
plastered and wasted
shattered and shorn
i'm sitting here, wishing i had a bottle right now
instead of this blade, cos really..
i'd rather destroy my liver
than my heart, tonight,
but it happened anyways
after all these weeks
i'm left in tears
how can a single moment
stretch out and corss the years?
could it get any better?
no, it's getting much worse
in fact..
you're very convinced
and far less convincing
of what you really are
flying far away.
waiting for a myth to reappear
better quality for your bright lights and soungs
forgotten, i lay broken on th e floor
bleeding in black and white
the silence..
echoes throughout my brain
i'm at my wit's end
and you're running, full speed ahjead..
and it's sixteen and counting
down go the days