You are not the same.
Your smile used to mean so much more
But now you disguise it with tears
Well, know
Every tear that falls
Wont make up for those nights
Spent in my room
Up late at night
Wondering what you were doing with her
Wondering when my time would come.
And to put it best
Nobody here
Can live forever
And we are stuck in the past
Deeply mired in wanton affections
And you are deeply set in your infatuation
And I am deeply grounded in a love
So consuming
That it burns
And its not supposed to hurt
Its not supposed to
But it does anyways,
Because whether its supposed to or not,
It will defy.
And I will obey, and follow
Until I finally give up
Falling backwards in time
Back to my younger years
And finally
Mature
And forget
All about
You.