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I've Arrived
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Love Ive arrived..
Thought you were here waiting
Come home to find you
With the love of your life
Wrapped tightly in your arms
I lie here, broken
Desperate enough to beg for blood
But not there enough to draw it
Seeing you is a reminder
Of who I should be
What I was turning into a rainbow
Of how weve all changed
Since Ive grown up.
Ive arrived
To find myself alone
To find the tears incapable of falling
To find myself longing for the embrace
Of someone who will take care of this
Broken heart
That lies, shattered
But still beating on the floor
Far from your feet
So many miles away
I sit here, my eyes filling with tears
That wont fall
My phone is still on
I wait for you to call
But youre too busy
Forgetting you love me as you hold her
And you love her
And I wish I could go back
And run away
To be with you
And save myself
From the end result of ultimate rejection
From the only one
Ive ever loved
That wasnt Courtney
That wasnt a lie.
I never lied to you
But I lied to myself
Telling myself Id get over it
Forget this feeling
And Id lie to myself
Making myself move on into the arms of someone else
Down on top of them
Or beneath them
Begging them to fuck me into oblivion
Because you never could
And you wont now
And I wont let you.
I cant do this to myself any longer
I know I have to say good bye
its not supposed to hurt
But its so bad
I try so hard just to say good bye
Goodnight, make it final
But I can't
I cave in.
You are my sun
And it's night.
And like Ive said to Dan.. without saying it at all
If this feelings a disease..
I have died for you
Rotted in many states
As you forgot me
And I remembered everything
Only you
And obliterated all else
In my mania
But it wasn't good enough
Can't be good enough
Because this is me were talking about
And I'm good enough for no one
And not even myself.
And incapable of love
And ultimately
Rejected.
Broken hearted
A heart that lies beating on the floor
SmAsHeD
Into pieces (smash apart what you created)
