I can't help the way I felt
the way I responded
The way I couldn't help
couldn't decline
couldn't do anything
but shut up and let you
and then jump up
and say something about the time
and if I hadn't done that
Would I still be a virgin or
would I have let you
rape me?
Miaka,
This is a sad piece. Writing is a way to release your feelings. I hope you have someone you can talk to about this pain. It wont go away after a week, a month or forever (trust me) Talk to someone you trust if you can. I wish you peace in your heart. ~Rae