And when you're all gone and there's no one
there's one person i can talk to and it's not
me
me
me
the person i hate you get away
i can't tell anyone these feelings
to just let go
stop fighting for nothing
this is not my battle to win
I'm going back again
and again
And all I can hear is those silent screams
and the voice i imagine you singing to me
my song
our song
Holding my hand
wishing.. you were here.
Let me control our life
bring us closer
how did we go away
i'm pretending
and its not working
to be happy
and the thing closest to me
is my mattress
my sheets
my pillows
as i throw them, i hold them close
and i scream
and cry
and rage
that you're never here for me