The voices don't like you, you know.

I'm talking with the voices in my head.

You know, my voices want you dead.

But I won't let them hurt you.

You know that, right?

I'm not lying when I say I love you.

I really truly do.

It's just they don't.



I'm not out to get you

Though the voices want me to.

I'm not going to hurt you

I'm not gonna do what they tell me to do.



But I'm one step closer to giving in each day

To losing all sanity

And so I'm trying my hardest but it doesn't work

As I try to push you away from me



A little parasite that's what you've become

Feeding off my emotions

Neutralizing my feelings for everyone but you

Bitch, you've ruined me.. But I still want you



Don't get me wrong, I still love you

Though you feed off my very essence

And though I know I can easily replace you

Well, I hope I do...

The voices in my head tell me not to.

They tell me to just get rid of you.

What the fuck am I gonna do?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I kinda wrote this one about me, about me being a parasite once...You know who called me it, if you are who I wish you were... *sighs* I need to go to bed now :p

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Ali Collins's picture

i like this poem, it has alot of meaning, keep it up
ali