My blackest river -of pain, and suffering-
Is in my heart.
I don't know why everything's this way, but
This must set me apart.
Once I had a freeflowing river of happiness,
But now it's all vanished into thin air,
Everything that I lvoed went with it -with him-
Go with the wind, this life is not fair.
I'm swimming now in this grimy filth of my own doing
Searching, searching for wt I LOST
Our lives, our love, he's gone away- and now...
I have no life.
Often what is built uses material of previous destruction. Sense of loss, confusion, or despair are only the step before clarity.