Not afraid am I
Pray to My Lord Jesus to be with me
However so sad to miss the faces
My Son, sad for all the pain of grief he will endure
Please Jesus, may I stay?
Cold rain hits my face
While I lie on the ground
Broken back, I will not shed this pain
Lord, please be with me.
Morphine numbs the pain
Doctors try to explain
Screws and plates will be put in place
I say another prayer, God’s Grace
This too, shall one day pass
Good enough to send me home
I lie on a couch trying not to cry
Not for pity, I just realize
How much I miss my Son,
And I have not even left yet
Ambulance is summoned
Easy to see that all is not well
Yet I shall give Thanks on this Thanksgiving
For I have yet to die, I am still alive
Dear Lord, please be with me.
Doctors go in again, emergency only
Modern medicine and prayer can win
As infection has riddled my body weak
My spirit still stays strong
For I know, He is with me.
Tonight I hook up to this medicine that kills
Seventy-Seven minutes in the veins
And yet my sadness seems un-compromised
Oh not for me, not sure why,
So many others, far worse off than I
And tonight, like tomorrow
I know…He is with me