There are days where I’m hanging by a thread
Never to escape the dread in my head
Days when I feel like I’d be better off dead
Days when the pain from the past, kills me from words that were said
Times when the drugs don’t work anymore
When the road I’ve traveled doesn’t make sense, choices were poor
And the sky makes me cry no matter how blue
Where even my friends and family don’t see what I’m going through
And prayers for God’s answer, seem to fall on deaf ears
And it doesn’t seem real, time has passed all these years
While all that I loved stopped coming around
All I can wear, is a smile upside down
When I realize, time waits for no one, not even me
Truth knows I tried, and to God I plea
“I’m ready now Lord....if you’ll have me”
Copyright Dennis Hicks 2020
a powerful poem
Perhaps tens of millions in the US would echo these sentiments... especially those with agonizing
physical, mental, emotional or spiritual suffering. God bless you and all sentient beings... and
God materialize nonviolent foo and zillions of trees, shelter, clothing, protection from freezing an sweltering for all