I tried to stop the pain
To kill the nagging in my brain
It didn't work
It just got worse
It tells me
I'm not good enough
I could do better
I'm a freak
I'm a creep
I don't fit in
I should just die
So I try to stop the pain
To kill the nagging in my brain
It doesn't work
It just gets worse everyday
I'm my own worst critict
What I do's never good enough
Everyones always on my back
Telling me I can't do squat
In my world even I'm against myself
my head kicks in and
It tells me
I'm not good enough
I could do better
I'm a freak
I'm a creep
I don't fit in
I should just die
So I try to end my pain
Stop the torturing, the suffering
To kill my brain
It doesnt work
It just gets worse
Will my suicide never work
I love this, it puts your feelings into words perfectly and it's just uber cool. obviously you wanting to die isn't quite so cool.
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