so this shit isnt fair why cant i ever have something??? why cant i be the one?? its not fair why do i always have to be second best when will i have a lucky break??? when will i get something that I want?? when will it be my turn?? i feel like elphaba because im so understood and all i want is to make others happy and to be happy myself, is that soo bad?? why cant i have someone who loves me first someone who gives me what i give him.... i want to be someones pinguin!