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Alone again
Here i am,
Alone again.
Silenced by my own
Friends.Silenced by the harsh
Words that are said and the
Tears shed.
Years of my life were wasted..
Trying, searching, for one i could
depend on and failing.
So here i sit, alone again.
Cold and in the dark.
Thinking ways to end this life.
By gun? or by Knife?
How about a big fucking semi?
I used to think that shit would do the trick. Until one day someone I loved more than anything...was hurt deeper by someone than I ever thought possible. Afterall we had each other...what could hurt us, right? We were so in love...boy was I wrong. A 'friend' of hers who was a selfish asshole, tried to kill himself. Obviously he hated everyone and was a total selfish shit.
He was such a loser that he didn't even to THAT right. He hid behind those things that stop your car from crossing the road when a train is coming. Then jumped in front of a semi in an attempt to committ suicide.
I wished many times he would have just died. Because he hurt someone I love sooo much. And in turn that really hurt me...he hurt anyone who ever cared for him, and also hurt anyone who cared for anyone who cared for him.
FUCK PEOPLE LIKE THAT! You don't deserve to live if all you are going to do is hurt others. Stop being a suicidal fuckup and get your shit together.
If you really wanna die...get it over with. Stop hurting people. Stop torturing everyone with your 'pain' and acting like we don't have any of our own.
We all hurt too, we just don't make other people go through it with us. We COPE! So can you...now stop posting this depressing bullshit and learn to love yourself.
Because you can't love ANYONE, or ANYTHING, until you love yourself.