I look in the mirror
and what do I see-
a stranger is there,
waiting for me.
Could she be me?
It couldn’t be.
Those eyes seem to hold
so many mysteries untold
And that smile shines
so unlike mine.
Could those lips be the same
that spout my venomous flame?
Could those eyes be the ones
that have shed so many tears?
It couldn’t be.
I turn from her in fear
Shaking as I turn.
Inevitably I return
Back to the stranger that waits for my there.
I see her again,
staring at me
her shock of black hair
tumbling over her shoulders,
glistening in the sun.
She reaches up to stroke it,
as I do the same to mine.
Every slight movement I make,
is made by her too.
Is that stranger there, inches from me,
is that stranger me?
It couldn’t be.
Is that hair the same
that flows over my pillow,
and I brush every morning, noon, and night?
And are those movements so deliberate
the same movements I make
in every moment of my days?
Is that stranger so foreign, that stranger so far,
is that stranger me?
It couldn’t be.
And if it is,
then why do I not feel
a slight feeling of oneness,
or even understanding?
Why do I not feel connected
in any way at all
to that stranger in the mirror
that I cannot claim as me?
Why do I see a stranger there,
so distant and so far
when everyone else looks at themselves,
and I cannot see me?