So is this is what life is all about?
Can't I just look?
Can't I just be myself
I don't know who I am anymore
A long time ago I used to
But not no more
Not in this world were life changes
So fast
In one day and out the next
Isn't that what the say?
I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore!
God, please help me find who I am again
Find who I once was
Strong for God
On fire for Jesus
But not no more
I still believe
But the world has pulled at me
To the point of not even regonizing who I am
Who is that person in the mirror?
Not me!
That wasn't what I was a year or two ago!
No I can't be this slut!
No I can't be this liar and thief
So help me God as I try to find myself
Yet once again!
Prayers
Fasting
I've tried all of it
But I need something more
I need to see your face
Among the angles
Sitting on your throne
Proud of who I am
Not of this mess of a life you have given me
I want to hear "Good Work, You May Enter"
I am not that person!
I am not who I was even a month or so ago
I have changed to the point of not being me anymore
So who am I?
Who Am I that you gave your son for me?
Cause it can't be this person
Hidden from the world
From fear that they discover who I am
Lord Please HEAR MY CRY!