I need to see it
The pain and misery
The hurt
The eyes going blank
Blood
What have I done
What could I have done
He wasn't there
I went numb to myself
I can't see myself
I've hiden it
Behind the blood
The guts of humankind
I need to feel their pain
I want to see them in pain
I"m evil to the core
They say I'm emotional
Dancing in the guts
Of a fellow man
It makes me smile