He comes home where he dreads to be
Nothing but the good ol family
it's ruling every part of him
And anger rips right through his veins
People would think that to be in this house hold is for the insane
But I don't think they have the knowledge of the Lord's strength
He sits down, dreading the hug from his wife
The one who promised to love and charish him
for the rest of her life
Through the thick and thin
She's promised to be with him
And he can't seem to look past his own thoughts
His perspective so warped,
he hates this world, he's so lost
And she tries so hard just to please him
but nothing seems to work
Walls of bitterness trap him in
Scared to let anyone come close
All he can see are his broken dreams
As he continues down this lonely road
He dares not let anyone know
Because of what he could lose
Means too much, he refuses to grow
And he hates the life he has
But whether he will admitt it or not
He tries so hard to find God
But he can't see his own faults
He tries so hard not to fall
Something else he's always finding to break the fall
But he can't see the love so vibrant in his wife
A woman who would lay down her life
And love him no matter what
All he does is bring her down,
He shuts her out
A broken soul cries out
But he disguises it with violence
Cuz he dares not to show a tear
A sad frightening display in front of his children
They begin to cry
He tells them to shut up
Demonic forces intrude
Man the glare, the flames in his eyes protrude
Hating this life, he just vegitates never explores
the adventures the thrills this life can have in store
The ones who are willing to help
He just scatters emotions all over the floor
His kids love him to death
But he refuses to take that next step
In growing completely in their lives
He just sits alone at night and cries
He doesn't know what life offers
He just sits and wonders,
about what this life has to offer
Cuz he is tired and stressed
Is my life over yet?
I'm filled with such regret
Never finding a purpose
I'm just in way over my head
Wow, very powerful and well written. \m/ - Aya