Heavenly Daddy I lay here broken apart
Father it feels like something is piercing this heart
Like a razor going through paper
It shreds like nothing
and the stress right now I'm taking it hard
Father am I ready for life?
I desire to leave it at your cross
But it's so hard, I'm feeling so lost
Emotions starting to build up
I need a comforting hug
Someone to just tell me it will be ok
Cuz right now I feel like throwing this life away
Is it worth walking this broken path?
Or will it become repaved?
Will hope be restored again?
I'm tired, exhausted and mad
I thought everything would be fine
By giving you all I have
And I struggle sitting here
Trying to find an answer
But all my mind is doing is drawing blanks
Questions run rampant in this mind
The questions, doubts flood every part of this life
I still get scared but you want me to be honest
You want friendship, no fake promises