Is there anyone out there to just give me some sort of push?
To call me up to see how I'm doing?
Cuz every time I am alone
and no one is around
All I can do is hide behind this music
My confidence is totally shot, and I just cry
This guilt consumes every part of me
And there goes my self esteem
I shouldn't feel this way
I don't want people to feel sorry for me
I just want someone, I want some understanding
Someone to just reach out, someone to hug me
Everyone just seems to be fading
I remember when things never used to be this way
I wish I could go back to those days
Even when parents were fighting everyday
I at least had people to run to
I had some sort of support
and God helped take this pain away
I never felt as worthless as I do now
My confidence has taken an ultimate low
And now I do not know where I am going to go