It's still hard to believe that you're actually gone
It's suddenly hit me after so many years gone
I remember the times you used to boss me around
I remember all the times I would be so annoyed
but man I miss you more and more each day
I never realized of the saying
You don't know what you've got until it's gone
now I finally realize the saying, it's sure hitting home
You should never have passed on
Something could have been done
now I wonder everyday
Are you up in heaven for eternity with God?
Will I see you again
Will this lonely feeling end
I've just been missing you lately
and I just wish that we could have been best friends
Because you loved this whole family
even when we all thought you didn't
But now that you're gone
Reality is finally hitting home
where once it never did
I miss you because you were always there
When I needed to talk
even when it seemed like in my own mind
that you just didn't care
but now that you're gone
I just wish you could be here
I really missed the times that we shared
You always went out of your way to show you cared
Even when in our troubled minds
thought you never cared
Now I wonder are you up there with him?
Are you up in his arms?
Are you no longer in pain?
The cancer never should have taken you away
Because it was just a cure
we were only one step away
from trying to save you
from what should have been
You should have been alive today
But you're no longer with us
I wonder as each day fades away
Wondering as my life slowly ticks
Wondering if you're standing there with Jesus
I really miss spending christmas with you
I really miss the times being with you
I really miss everything that we did
I really miss being one big happy family
I know every family has it's quarrels
but why did you have to leave so quickly?
Nothing is perfect in this life
but you made it somewhat better
when you were always there for me
But you are no longer here