Everything has fallen apart around me
No support from what I can see
Nothing seems to be the way I want them to be
and I just feel like I'm nobody,my emotions are crumbling
I thought forsure that God was speaking
but May be it was a lie,
I am so confused I can only see him in part of my life
I feel so alone, I don't know how I'll cope
All I feel right now, all I've done right now
All I've done is given up, please lift me up
I lay it in your hands
Please lead me to friends
Someone that will listen
Someone I can talk to
Someone who can talk to me
about anything they are feeling
because right now
Everything is crumbling
You know Andy, I am a mother, and a grandmother, but I know exactly what you are talking about in this poem. For many years I felt as though I had no one but the Lord. Now, I know we are told he is all we need, but that is not quite correct. We need each other. It is the way God designed us, and I am convinced that as you look to Jesus and pour out your heart to him, he will bring people into your life, or take you into theirs, and it will fill a void. One thing I have found is that in reaching out to others..even as you say you are beginning to do (your bio), and your email to me...it opens up the door for new friendships, and new ways of expression. May God continue to do his awesome work in your heart and in your life.