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Oh, my.dear.

I never told you

I love you more than most

yet I will bury this spark in silence

Even if your disappointed frowns upstairs

looming ever-attentively

envelop from something I've never proved to be

more than my highest imagination run aground

goddamn this internal conflict now

This lack of satisfaction

I envy people 

I don't mean to compare

but it's there

I hate this necessary series

of stark unpleasantries

and it doesn't go down without pause

but to evolve and hopefully progress...

I need to resolve this excess

and my love

you are beautiful

in every sense of the word

and in every sense of the world

you're my every cause

Therein lies the strength

of your weight in my heart

but

more importantly to me today

the right move is to honor

not mine

but his

weight in yours 

and the worst part

isn't my sense of loss

but how I should have been better from the start