Sandblasting Vital Organs

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2011

Sand enters this icy castle unannounced

blasting bruises on my ego

an instantly, endlessly callusing series of punishment

 

Nobody can just wave a wand

and fix this fucked up mess

 

This self-therapy costs too much pride

and leads me to a string of shaken love

 

A determination patiently emerges

through stern eyes

and guarded heart

 

An enveloped, rageful reserve 

has risen from my carelessness

and false acceptances of a benefit from the doubt, albeit loving

 

Yet, I must act accordingly

without cloak and dagger

if the venom doth coarse..

set a different course.

 

Remove my magnet from her compass

and let her find

what my path couldn't provide

 

..Truthfully, I can't really breathe either way

 

I simply cannot confess I still love you through this storm

 

..so becoming a once-loved villain will have to suffice

better for us than becoming a hated lover

better than taking you down with me

below our thin ice

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The Beloved Villain Cometh

Bravo - When I need someone to read and feel like a poet who understands poetry (yeah right) I read your lines and feel reeeeeeally good. Beware of thin ice - loved this writing ~Lady A~