Solitary refinement
new from the solitary confinement of yesteryear
old whims and notions matter none
I strengthen with age as a fine wine
I taste of Summer - the scorched roof of my mouth from the fire within
Partially plundered I parted with past prophecy
Or perhaps parted from me...
I now hear the future bellowing
beckoning, urging, demanding my presence
I smell the air of Winter
The scent of energy in my lungs
intensifies when I inhale the crisp, cool breeze
Today I feel alive, alert
Yet I can see the growing bristles on my chin
ever aware of the aging eyes in the reflection of the mirror
...I know my life someday will end.
I only hope the way of the world
will allow my ultimate completion endured on my terms
Worry -
Centers my fears and downfalls
Enters my hopes and predictions
Descends my soul and existing flesh
Until it answers my questions and tensions
I tumble as Autumn leaves
Although I am ready to proceed
I've dropped the ball..
I must succeed in
Finding myself..
so I can have beliefs and..
no more preconceived discrete self-destructive deceit
I have to ante up to myself
Because who else will pay for my wisdom peaked?
Whose tapestry will remain a doily
Unless my effort plants the seed?
I need the cool drink of Spring
To regrow my dying feelings
and restore my lost dreams
Self Scan
Too many fine lines here, #1 fav: ~~I taste of summer~~. The mirror is fickle, sometimes it's a liar, sometimes it's not so much a liar (smile) - a great poem for all kinds of seasons - read three times and will again - allets
thank you as always allets :)
thank you as always allets :) really motivates me to get back and write again... I haven't done much in a while so I do really appreciate it - take care and I wish you the best