These Embattled Bones

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2011

From the eyes of a scorned optimistic I see the ways of the world

 

The motives, the assignments
I sneer at my unfulfilling role

one of subdued reliability without conclusion

 

When all i want is a shared volatility without illusion

this conflicted day is solemn...and awful dreary
although the sun's luminous smile and honest, warm clouds speak

 

The scene is nullified by a dark oppression

neglectful rain slithers with carelessness, directionless meandering
with no signs of guidance, or free will other than the sciences of a physical truth

Definitely not the genetic descendent of several berated heretics and beloved heroes

where a moral code is concrete but the road less traveled

is hazardous
Where opportunity and presentation are magnificent

when your lane merges into another

when knowingly necessary

 

...No

 

This is a slow day.

 

With nothing of importance to express
but the glare of another new moon ahead

 

To assume a new noble role is not only to fathom detailed consequences of reason
but also take into account the necessity of a conquered sum of all fears

I am equipt to endure this adversity
with sharp mind and sharper weaponry
yet I drag my feet

 

I know yet another day of this tranquil isolation

becomes a liability for myself
This stillness is as comfortable as it is threatening

stifling, choking

I urge myself to hope

to send jolts of uncoordinated electricity through my bloodstream
especially when this engine runs idle for so long...

 

I wonder when I will capture the need to investigate the reality of this simple scene
and decide when it is the time for something more to satisfy these embattled bones

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

crazy to think I wrote this originally over 7 years ago - was pretty great to re-edit too March 13 2011 and again June 5 2011

formally known as Lure, A Calling To All You Mysterious Ladies Of Perspective, Volatility Quest, From the Eyes of the Glum Optimistic, and Gloom

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*Definitely not the genetic descendent of several berated heretics and beloved heroes...where a moral code is concrete but the road less traveled is hazardous
Where opportunity and presentation are magnificent when your lane merges into another when knowingly necessary*

*To assume a new noble role is not only to know the detailed consequences of reason
But also the necessity of a conquered sum of trivial fears*

*I am equipt to endure this adversity
With sharp mind and sharper weaponry
I drag my feet *

*I know another day of this tranquil isolation becomes a liability for myself*

i am saving these lines. good poetry puts into words "that feeling" so many of us know but haven't been able to express.

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thank you very much

i appreciate your kind words :)

poetvg's picture

I AGREE
ON THE SUBJECT
OF THIS ONE

allets's picture

U Capture Humans Stalled

From time to time I end up there - no charge, no battery to tap - that is the time for small steps, accomplish small tasks, then expand slowly until a semblance of a good pace is attained. There are usually setbacks, but this is to be expected - I loved this poem, a good read this evening ~a~

08-09-17 - a great re-read. The exploration into human psyche and motivations: a good theme, and endless endeavors that define triumph and failure and whatever lives in between - peace - slc

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