I don't like to dwell on the perilous
or the plain ole futile
ways I've been told to improve
my corporation by others well-intentioned
but did the math just now
with thousands of days come and gone
without a hand to hold
without a feeling of home
and the pit is exposed
Most don't understand what thousands of days of
rooted solitude does
to the heart
to the confident mind
to the psyche
A gentle loss mimics the taste of victory
and overvaluing elemental human kindness
or denying real interest
like the world's most gullible bank chain
inhibits my ends
my way to tangible wealth
my way out of the matte black
But nope.
The wires crossed and shorted out a while back
every emotion memorable but stagnant
with no sense of motivations in others
paralysis is a pathetic saving grace
bringing resolution, no less,
but also no progress
It's difficult for anybody new
to courageously enter this arena
simply for the roles they would benefit to bear
Excavation through scar tissue
requires the right-minded truth
and the right tools
left for navigation to heartened diamonds
let alone the conventional worries of healthy notions
loving me is like catching stones in the ocean
Sure chases elicit thrills
But the sea is vast
always in liquid abnormality
and an inevitable aquatic chaos looms
unless one's wise enough to rope the moon
Heartfelt
I relate somewhat, but your last line and stanza made me smile hugely!
It's very good and refreshing to read your art.
Counting days, ah Good no, I'd perish!
I wish you the very best and prayers for desired changes
Koko
Poetry is passion,imagination & soul mixing together....
Words
thank you much! yea, this
thank you much! yea, this one's a bit of a rant, really...I try not to stay in this self-loathing kinda headspace for too long. I dunno, just trying to put honesty on the page, I wish you well too :) take care
A very insightful poem thank
A very insightful poem thank you for sharing xP
thank you for reading, I'll
thank you for reading, I'll be sure to give a read to some of your work as well :) take care
Solemn And Magical
Too fine - allets -
thank you both :)
thank you both :)